Monday, November 23, 2009

I Don't Say This Often..

...but, why me?

Why is it that I'm going through these issues with my spine? The doctor thinks the Harrington rods implanted during my 1998 scoliosis correction are likely the cause of my back pains.

It has gotten to the point this year I am on Flexeril up to 3 times a day to just FUNCTION. Yes, to function, let alone SLEEP.

Again, I do not often say this stuff. You almost never hear me saying "Why Me?". But...knowing I have a spinal column that is LIKELY going straight to you know where is really frustrating as hell.

Maybe I just needed to vent this frustration so I can stop saying "Why Me?", but, I'm just...not sure. No knowledge of what I'll need to do next if the new chair doesn't help the matter. No idea if I'll need more surgery. No clue how bad this is going to get.

God, I hope this winds up getting better very soon. Because if it gets worse, I fear I'll be permanently damaged.

Courage + Belief = LIFE

1 comment:

Michelle Dawn said...

I know I haven't been around much but you are in my prayers. Hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving.